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September 2018

Family, Laughter, Lessons, Love, Parenting

The Soundtrack of Parenthood

It’s overwhelming for me to think about a legacy left behind.  I’d rather leave behind a soundtrack.  Like a mixed tape of my life.  The soundtrack to our life with three teenagers and their schedules would give you an eye twitch.  And I know we are not the only ones.

The soundtrack of parenthood is a real doozy.  “I’ll love you forever” lullabies, the soft hymns of rocking those babies, the Barney song and Bob the Builder tied in with a little Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. Then comes the BeeBoop Disney Channel of pre-teens, only to ramp up to lyrics and beats that began the eye twitch.  Although, sometimes when they are sleeping, I’ll sneak in, crawl across their floor and still hear the tune “As long as I’m living, my baby you’ll be.” playing softly.

The days are long and the years are short when your children are in the toddler/younger years.  In the teenage years, the days are brief and the years literally evaporate. I’m not kidding when I tell you that one morning you are dropping your darling freshman off for early morning football practice before the sun rises, and the next second you are taking pictures of him walking the stage at graduation.  Brace yourself momma, this is truth.  All the years of their youth are to be cherished.  Not all stages are enjoyable, but cherish the lesson – thus the moment.  We are so lucky to have them. Continue Reading

Brave, Courage, Grace, Lessons

Let it Go…Pivot on.

“Sometimes the place you are used to is not where you belong.”

I woke up this morning in mental quicksand.  I had a dream that elaborated and twisted about a situation that happened years ago in real-life.  A situation I hadn’t thought of in years.  One that never found fairness in my eyes, because no matter how I explained my intent, I was already found guilty by the other party.  The whole thing left me feeling icky and rotten.

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